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Shades of Green

by Adam Harbison

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1.
I've been the sinner and the saint - the painter and the paint The joker and the thief I’ve known I Am and I ain't - I can but I can't The Fall and the new leaf I've loved and I've lost - I've served and I've "bossed" The cost more than the pay I've lived and I've lied - given up and I've tried And it follows me every day Oh Shame, shame, shame, shame - I'm so ashamed No invitations to this guilty party I'm the only one to blame I know He who forgives - can I forgive my-self Oh shame, shame, shame, shame Can anyone else? I’ve tried to keep my conscience salved - but if you knew the half You'd say that it’s been seared There’s times when I'm alone - and the only thoughts my own Where I wish I could just disappear But I can’t run and can’t hide- from the truth and the lies Or all the mistakes that I’ve made Cause no matter how I try - after all of this time There’s debts that I just can’t seem to pay Oh Shame, shame, shame, shame - I'm so ashamed No invitations to this guilty party I'm the only one to blame I know He who forgives - can I forgive my-self Oh shame, shame, shame, shame Can anyone else? I’ve learned a lesson or two - in every mile in my shoes As I walked the hard way Sometimes I win and I lose - sometimes I don’t get to choose The chips just fall where they may But every bit of pain and every season’s change For better or worse, by blessing or curse Made the person that I am today Yeah I’ve got some regrets, but I’m willing to bet That I ain’t the only one Who looks back in life, and is sadly surprised By some of the deeds that they’ve done You may have tried to repent, but the pain don’t relent And the light at that tunnel’s ends gone But I know and I pray - that we’ll see the day When that darkness is turned into dawn, and so long to Shame, shame, shame, shame - no more shame No invitations to this guilty party We're the only ones to blame But I know He who forgives - and I'm trying to forgive myself Oh shame, shame, shame, shame Is anyone else? Oh shame, shame, shame, shame Is anyone else?
2.
Humble Pie 03:50
If you think you're owed more than you've got And you don't seem to see you've got a lot When you tell the truth less than you lie Dig yourself a spoon of humble pie When you count your blessings as a curse And your German hometown's just the wurst When natural beauty hurts your eye Your just desserts are humble pie Cause when life kicks its last leg You get knocked down a peg And never understand the reason why You make it to your feet And love still tastes so sweet You'll thank me for your treat Your humble pie (Guitar Solo) When you won't ever admit defeat But your life still feels so incomplete When a fall from grace bruises your pride Just stuff your face with humble pie When it feels like you can't get ahead Cause everybody else has crapped your bed If it seems hope's spring dribbles by Have another nibble of humble pie Cause when life kicks its last leg You get knocked down a peg And never understand the reason why You make it to your feet And love still tastes so sweet You'll thank me for your treat Your humble pie When it seems you've lost the lease And that squeaking wheel needs grease Just fill it with a piece Of humble pie
3.
I've seen an illusion of love Shackled by terms and conditions Changing positions and conclusions drawn Divisions of falsehood and truth I've waded the waters and waited for answers that have yet to be written In the immoral fiber that forges the bonds That keep me so separate from you But as time passes by to the coming divide I wonder just where we're going from here We've been so often ordered to open our eyes, But when do we open our ears? To the ignorant blisses, the passionate fashions, and other original sins So lost in the noise That we can't hear the voice from within I've seen the pollution of love Shadowed by selfish indifference Anchored by anger and caught in a cause Contingent on impending doom I've seen loved ones marked with the broadest of brushes While the forgotten art of forgiveness Cracks on the canvas that hangs in the dark Where daisy-chained dandelions bloom But as time takes the side of the coming divide I wonder just where we're going from here We've been so often ordered to open our eyes, But when do we open our ears? Is this ignorant bliss just a passionate fashion Or another original sin? So lost in the noise That we can't hear the voice from within So lost in the noise That we can't hear the voice from within
4.
Like Honey 03:00
Yeah, my baby's got a love like honey The natural kind of sweet Don't take much to get me buzzin' But a little extra's always alright with me When her heart of gold overflows my soul How much better can it be? Oh, what luck, to be this stuck In my baby's honey lovin' for me Yeah, my sweetheart's got a smile like sunshine That glows right from the east The clock says it's always a good time To hold her in my arms so tenderly The only trouble I know is when I can't let go Don't want to in the least Cause when the world gets dark you know I got the spark When my honey love is smilin' on me (Guitar Solo) Oh, I'm not saying the world ain't tried to make me a bitter man But if they knew her like I do I'm sure they'd understand that they can't Cause my lady's got a love like honey You know that's a natural fact No fame or fortune of money Could ever tempt me one time to turn my back No matter where we go, just her hello Still gets me at the knees You can call it a crutch, but I don't mind much Cause my honey love is all that I need Yeah, you can call it a crutch, but I don't mind much Cause my honey love is all that I need
5.
For as long as I remember, there’s been just one question with an open end Left behind with expectations And those sideways steps I never did amend The pages of my past and the everlasting present on which it seems that everything depends Always begging that I cease to pretend Not to care what could've been When I reach my destination Where time rests with no more letters left to pen And that calling curtain closes, with the stage left never to be seen again Will my life be a light that lingers on throughout the night Something of substance someone can understand Or just another fleeting flash in the pan In spite of all that could've been Living the dream till you wake up in the morning You try to make a change, but you can't snag a dime And there's no one else to blame, for things staying the same So you try to kill the pain but just kill time If there's a flicker at the end of that tunnel If losing's not the only thing I win I hope that one day, if I make it to my grave My headstone won't have to say what could've been There's plenty that I'd change But I'd never trade the time I chose to spend With all the loved ones in my life That paid so many priceless dividends So if I'm ever laid to rest on my laurels Don't forget about the brother, son, and hopefully the friend I'll be fine if that's the gist, and not a list of all the things that could've been Till then it's Living the dream till you wake up in the morning You try to make a change, but you can't snag a dime And there's no one else to blame, for things staying the same So you try to kill the pain but just kill time If there's a flicker at the end of that tunnel If losing's not the only thing I win I hope that one day, if I make it to my grave My headstone won't have to say what could've been I hope and I pray, that when I see that day The Lord above won't have to say What could've been
6.
Replay 04:51
Like father, like son, they always say He taught him how to live and how to pray from the moment he knew his first words But even from an early age, he said We all face decisions everyday And the ones we make can make our whole world So when word got around, that a couple boys in town were getting drunk and busting headlights He pulled his boy aside, looked him in the eye, and gave him a few words of advice He said son you better think real hard, because We don't just make choices, our choices make us And sometimes there's things that we can't change Everything we do has a consequence And all tomorrow brings depends on Whatever we choose to do today So son, you can go or you can stay But this life don't get a replay That talk passed with a little time, seemed to slip from his simple mind till he found himself in a world full of hurt Well he thought he'd been in love before, but this time he knew for sure long distance never seemed to work With his heart in his hands, He couldn't under-stand how in the world He could let her slip away. But just like before, his dad knew for sure just what he needed to say He said son you better think real hard, because We don't just make choices, our choices make us And sometimes there's things that we can't change Everything we do has a consequence And all tomorrow brings depends on Whatever we choose to do today So son, get her back, or let her walk away, but this life don't get a replay. Oh, the years passed by. That little girl, she became his wife. And time and again, even now just like then His daddy's words helped him through life He said son you better think real hard, because We don't just make choices, our choices make us And sometimes there's things that we can't change Everything we do has a consequence And all tomorrow brings depends on Whatever we choose to do today So son, what do you say? this life don't get a replay.
7.
The sweet sound of your voice I'd like to think that I could tell you no, but I don't have a choice. The best part of my day When you kiss me by the car, and all life’s worries fade away And I know it may sound cliché, To go ahead and tell you those three words that we all long to say. But deep down I know it's true And that’s why I wanna take some time to tell you how feel about Spending time with you. It's what I do best. It's true. Yeah, I would sure take you, any time, anywhere, above the rest. Only you. And if you want me to, I’d give everything I have and nothing less. Just for you. Because spending time with you - it’s what I do best Your beyond-perfect smile. Even when I'm running late, I still want to stay a while. Walking with you in the fall. Saying I'm cold so that I get to hold your hand in the hall. And I know it may sound cliché, To go ahead and tell you those three words that we all long to say. But deep down I know it's true And that’s why I hope you realize just how much I love Spending time with you. It's what I do best. It's true. Yeah, I would sure take you, any time, anywhere, above the rest. Only you. And if you want me to, I’d give everything I have and nothing less. Just for you. Because spending time with you - it’s what I do best There's so much more that I could say, About how beautiful that I know that you are, and how you make me feel this way. But in a song it'd be far too long, so I'd rather tell you every single day That spending time with you, it’s what I do best. It's true. I would sure take you, any time, any where, above the rest. Only you. And if waiting's what I've got to do, I'll thank God everyday, just for blessing me with You. Cause spending time with you- it's what I do best
8.
Dear babe, where do I do start. You loved me, left, and broke my heart. Looking at someone I could not recognize. But when those tears fell from my eyes, I thought I found a new disguise. But I've got to find myself and realize: That babe, I know we're through. And I won't lie, I'm missing you, cause it hurts for me to say that you're not mine. You know I'd like to cling to hope, but I guess that's all you wrote. So I'll find a better way to waste my time. Well, it's safe to say I'm jaded. But it seems like you're elated. Finally living how you want, no compromise. I know they say that love is blind, and I never saw the signs. But looking back, I guess I'm not surprised. And babe, I know we're through. And I won't lie, I think about you. But it sure don't do me good to sit and pine. You know, I'd like to cling to hope, but I guess that's all she wrote, so I'll find a different way to spend my time. (Guitar Solo) In life some things aren't meant to be. And it hurts to say, that's you and me. It might sound cliché, but I’ll agree. If you love someone - you better set them free. Well I hope this finds you well. And I mean that, if you can tell. To be honest so much pain was just my pride. And if I'm gonna tell the truth, I can't even blame you too. It's not your fault that we live different lives. And babe, I know we're through. And I won't lie, I think about you. But it sure don't do me good to sit and pine. You know, I'd like to cling to hope, but I guess that's all she wrote, so I'll find a different way to spend my time. You know, I'd like to cling to hope, but I guess that's all she wrote, So consider this my love letter goodbye.
9.
In an old, forsaken western station Without a civil soul in sight I sat alone and dreamt of home Or just making it through the night In the refuge of the corner A shadow set me free And for a time I could ease my mind But I knew she wasn't thinking of me So with a ticket to Knoxville in my back pocket And one too many minutes to spare I threw a line with my only dime to shake the double cross I had to bear But one of these days I'm gonna be free From the dopamine tricks and old smoke screens Gonna change my tune, find a change of scene Trade all this gray for a shade of green, yeah I've heard time spent alone ain't thrown away As long as you know how to count the days When the writing's on the wall, it's plain to see What iron and stone can never hold Is the prisoner hiding inside your soul I've got a hand to lend if you're in need Cause your path and mine look quite the same We've seen similar places on different days I'll tell you where you're going If you show me where you've been But one of these days, I know we'll meet In the middle like the page of a magazine Let the old world burn and turn a new leaf Trade all our grays for a shade of green Oh, a shade of green (Guitar Solo) A shade of green, but just what does that mean The will to wait and just enough faith to take things sight-unseen A shade of green, but what lies in between The winds of fate and the seeds of hate that miss the forest for the trees
10.
When that train leaves the station I won't be afraid Cause I know where I'm going, and my ticket is paid But I can't help but wonder what all I’m leaving be-hind Did I leave my own mark, or will it just fade? Will anyone miss me, or the memories we made When that train leaves the station, will I even be on your mind? The future comes whether we want it to wait Every choice laid before us that's choosing our fate But I worry will mine be the sum or the difference of all my mistakes Cause oh, it's just so hard to breathe So cold, but I don't want to leave We're getting older now even, Even if that's not how it seems I got the letter you sent from the sea The formal farewell you thought that I'd need But the truth of the matter is it was only a matter of time Till those old Roman roads would follow your lead to the next stepping stone I thought I could be But from beginning to end, the only difference it seems is the direction of the line Oh, it's just so hard to breathe And I'm cold, falling, low to my knees I'm getting older now even, even if that's not how it seems And I know, you've got somewhere to be So don't call- all you'll get is the beep I'm just trying to sleep hoping whenever I wake this will all be a dream But I can’t stop thinking Am I even treading this water Or am I just sinking? Cause life is coming fast And I, I don't wanna lose it Don't wanna be left in the past Yeah, life is coming fast And I- can't miss a moment Cause for all I know it could be my last

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released June 16, 2023

Written By Adam Harbison

Produced By Dan Mehrmann & Robert Scott

Executive Produced by Tim & Carol Arehart, Ben Blanquart, J9, Eric Frazier, K.J. Holtz, Wade & Amy Ungerer, Amanda Kay Warma, and Eian D. Warma

Recorded at Midtown Sound House in St. Louis, MO by Dan Mehrmann & Robert Scott

Kara Baldus-Mehrmann - Piano, Electric Piano, Backing Vocals (Track 9)
Troy Brenningmeyer - Lap Steel, Electric Guitar (Track 2)
Matt Diekemper - Electric Guitar (Track 9)
Adam Harbison - Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar
Ryan Marquez - Organ
Jerry Mazzuca - Drums, Cowbell
Dan Mehrmann - Handclaps, Tambourine
Chris Turnbaugh - Electric Bass, Double Bass
Robert Scott - Handclaps, Backing Vocals (Track 1)
Larry Steidinger - Harmonica

Mixed by Dan Mehrmann

Mastered at Welcome to 1979 in Nashville, TN by Bobbi Giel

Cover Art by Lumeentwo

Special Thanks to Kevin Borutta, Kim & Jennifer Ernst, David & Janet Harbison, John & Alice Petrie, and Emma Sherrow

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Adam Harbison St. Louis, Missouri

Adam Harbison is an emerging musician and singer-songwriter from the St. Louis area. Inspired by revered talents like Bob Dylan and Jim Croce, every song is performed with passion and conviction, with Adam's powerful voice and grounded guitar work melding together to create an experience that is memorable and accessible to any audience. ... more

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